HuRT mEH again ByTcH

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All i seem to think about is you, I sit here and try not to cry. Everyone is asking me why, why am I so dam depressed. I say it's nothing, but they know it's something. You are the reason!!! I love you so much, but it hurts so bad, to know that I can't have your tender touch.
My days n nights are so lonely, I think I might be going crazy. Your love is the only thing I need in this world, and without you I'm not whole.
I hate seeing you and not being able to be with you, I hate to see you laugh, cuz I know I am hurting so deep inside. Why should you be happy when I can't even laugh without you popping in my mind. My laugh turns to tears......... Why can't I get over you?
I need you in my life, my world seems so blue. Nothing makes me happy anymore. You took your love away, and I fell apart! but it seems like you don't even care! So why sould I?
I wish I could just forget about you, I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

u n mE

The first time I laid my eyes on you I knew, that we'd spend this life side by side I still feel the same though you are so far away I swear that you'll always be mine, forever love I promise you someday we'll be together forever love, I wont give up no matter what I'll be waiting for you forever love.Minutes and hours and years may go by but my heart knows nothing of time so dont cry just keep me right there in your dreams and hold onto these words of mine.Forever love I promise you someday we'll be together forever love I wont give up no matter what I'll be waiting for you forever love is the road to our destiny nothing can change what is meant to be forever love no I wont give up no matter

what I'll be waiting for you forever.

ThinGhz vDouT Yeu

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, I was dreaming, for her I was Feeling, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, trying figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck.Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cause without you my life is so lonely !

aPPLesHoT

BaBy gal mi baby gal i cnt drm mi life vdout ya..
its ol messed up bt still m confused y i love u..?
i dunno watz d rzn kindly help me ouT
cz EveTime u HuRT me.. u disrespecT me...
Plz EvacuaTe mi HearT cz i cnT start hatin u...
i cnt mins i cnt yaa...
y u did dt 2 me...?
did i deserved it...?
i dun think so i eva did sumthin rong vd u den y u played vd me..?
y u played vd mi heart, mi emotions n mi life...?
i need an answer...?
EveTime i thinK abT u i sTarT CRyin...
Ed neva BeeN so weak eva in mi LyF...
bT yea i musT b ThnkFuL 2 u Faw 1 ThinGh.. u maDe mE LeFT d sTuFF... n i sweaR on U BaBy.. Ev LeFT EvEThiN Faw Ya...
BT sTiL i cnT maKe uP mi MinD Y du i LovE u weN i HaTe EvEThiN abT u...

Bluffin D death

120 wz d speed when i wz preparin mi weed wid d fly speed...

no emotions i had nor hd ne drmz cz u turnd me into a seed....

i regret i lubbed yew cz it oL wz mi fKn deed...

u made me go crazy n tund me into a D

bt it dznt matta cz u deserve mah pee.....

shawty drms woke me late at night n i used 2 fight mi sight....

cz i hd 2 b a luva n so ev 2 keep mah pride....

burning stashes oL drms crashed when u cheated me bi d c side....

it oL made me go insane so i threw yew in d deep blide.....

sharks came thrashing d blue blide n ate u like a mice...

later i realised i wz rong cz it wz yea frnz who turnd ya head

so i took mi knife n chopped em like bread

cz dey bitches deserved mah black side....

later again i did'nt slept at nite cz ur thots made me guilty

dt y a fkn idiot screw'd yea filthy....

dayz paseed n feelings harcore.. i gt ma drms b'ful nemore

yea murder n me d culprit...

oh baby i cnt bear dis bullshit

so i tuk up d dope juss in search of a bright hope

tat i'L forget dis 6 to 4 n L feEL happie more den d whore

sooner i strtd gettin overdosed cz it tamed me more n more.....

1 bong shot gt me high n i did'nt saw TaT shawty wheya i flied.....

death thot tat it'd hit d strike..

n it'll tuk away mi life...

it came up wid a silent

My StoRy

I close my eyes alone in the tub. The bathroom has always been a silent place for me. I sit and think of you for another hour. I wish so much you could see all the pain you have caused.
I had fallen in love once and that was with you, and not once I regret it. The love between us no one could replace. The endless love making with your warm embrace. I think of all the things that went wrong with us.

When you decided to become the big time player and I decided to change into, what you wanted me to be. But i realized you should love me for me, however you never did.
I truly miss you with all my heart and nothing or no one will change that part. Sometimes I wish for the strength to hurt you. However whenever I see you my body becomes weak and I can barely speak.

I will get over you, it just takes time. I need to let you go because your no longer mine. I am jealous of your beautiful boy yet I do with for happiness in her world. Just to let you know I will be ready. When you come back to me like you always do. But this time I wont run back to you. I can say this so, its time to let me let you go.
I'm over everything especially you. This is something I'm willing to do. I cant get hurt again, its to much pain to take. My heart isn't yet whole from the first heart break. I open my eyes, my mind is clear. Am Awake At This time,
[drowning in my own tears]

WhEn U ThInK

when u think m smiling

deep down derz a tear

when u think m brave

derz owaz a fear

when u thik m happy

derz owaz a hint f pain

when u think m over it

u hurt me once again

when u think m fine

it is all a lie

w\hen u think m laughing

inside i start to cry

when u think m nervous

inside m real calm

when u think i can handle it

put d blade upon mi arm

when u think m strong enuff

i sudenly break down

when u think m cherishin

m fallin apart

when u think m oltogether

i brk vdout a sound

when u think she loves u

she sudenly brkz ya heart......

Y............?

DIS HAPPENS.......... ?