Bluffin D death

120 wz d speed when i wz preparin mi weed wid d fly speed...

no emotions i had nor hd ne drmz cz u turnd me into a seed....

i regret i lubbed yew cz it oL wz mi fKn deed...

u made me go crazy n tund me into a D

bt it dznt matta cz u deserve mah pee.....

shawty drms woke me late at night n i used 2 fight mi sight....

cz i hd 2 b a luva n so ev 2 keep mah pride....

burning stashes oL drms crashed when u cheated me bi d c side....

it oL made me go insane so i threw yew in d deep blide.....

sharks came thrashing d blue blide n ate u like a mice...

later i realised i wz rong cz it wz yea frnz who turnd ya head

so i took mi knife n chopped em like bread

cz dey bitches deserved mah black side....

later again i did'nt slept at nite cz ur thots made me guilty

dt y a fkn idiot screw'd yea filthy....

dayz paseed n feelings harcore.. i gt ma drms b'ful nemore

yea murder n me d culprit...

oh baby i cnt bear dis bullshit

so i tuk up d dope juss in search of a bright hope

tat i'L forget dis 6 to 4 n L feEL happie more den d whore

sooner i strtd gettin overdosed cz it tamed me more n more.....

1 bong shot gt me high n i did'nt saw TaT shawty wheya i flied.....

death thot tat it'd hit d strike..

n it'll tuk away mi life...

it came up wid a silent

My StoRy

I close my eyes alone in the tub. The bathroom has always been a silent place for me. I sit and think of you for another hour. I wish so much you could see all the pain you have caused.
I had fallen in love once and that was with you, and not once I regret it. The love between us no one could replace. The endless love making with your warm embrace. I think of all the things that went wrong with us.

When you decided to become the big time player and I decided to change into, what you wanted me to be. But i realized you should love me for me, however you never did.
I truly miss you with all my heart and nothing or no one will change that part. Sometimes I wish for the strength to hurt you. However whenever I see you my body becomes weak and I can barely speak.

I will get over you, it just takes time. I need to let you go because your no longer mine. I am jealous of your beautiful boy yet I do with for happiness in her world. Just to let you know I will be ready. When you come back to me like you always do. But this time I wont run back to you. I can say this so, its time to let me let you go.
I'm over everything especially you. This is something I'm willing to do. I cant get hurt again, its to much pain to take. My heart isn't yet whole from the first heart break. I open my eyes, my mind is clear. Am Awake At This time,
[drowning in my own tears]

WhEn U ThInK

when u think m smiling

deep down derz a tear

when u think m brave

derz owaz a fear

when u thik m happy

derz owaz a hint f pain

when u think m over it

u hurt me once again

when u think m fine

it is all a lie

w\hen u think m laughing

inside i start to cry

when u think m nervous

inside m real calm

when u think i can handle it

put d blade upon mi arm

when u think m strong enuff

i sudenly break down

when u think m cherishin

m fallin apart

when u think m oltogether

i brk vdout a sound

when u think she loves u

she sudenly brkz ya heart......

Y............?

DIS HAPPENS.......... ?

My DrmZ

As I look back on all that's happened.. growing up,growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I

realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be
gone forever.. and whatever the future holds, our today's make the memories of
tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold ...

TrUE LuBb

Love is an endless flow of passion
No one can feel it but you
No matter how many people say "I know how you feel"

They think they know but they have no idea
The wonders of falling in love with that special someone
The feeling you get when they tell you they love you

Once you've fallen in love you can't get back out
Like a ring that's too small for your finger
But you put it on anyway
It doesn't come off unless you break it

But if it's real silver it won't break
And if it's true love
It will never end..

LoVe Me FaW a ReZn....

Don't love me for what I have,
Or the things that you think I'll receive..
Love me for who I am as a whole,
And the person that I'm struggling to be..

Don't love me for my money,
Because if you ask I will truly share..
Love me for being understanding and kind,
And for being a friend whose always there..

Don't love me because I house you,
Because I would do the same for a dog..
Love me because I have faith in you,
And for loving you most of all..

Love me for seeing the good in you,
And for helping you overcome the bad.
Don't love me because I cater to you,
And for giving you my very last..

Love me for the person I am truly,
On the inside and the out..
Don't love me because the words I love you,
Flows freely from my mouth..

PaInFuL NiGhTs

I touch you as I feel your head brushing your hair from your face
Gathering the emotions building inside of me
One thought of commitment one thought of faith
How much I love you how much I feel your pain

All the memories of our short togetherness
Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside
I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong
For what a difficult time it seemed

After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time
I feel so lost to loose you right now

These were my thought what I had that time
How I had thought it would be so wrong
How it seems to be so right after all
Better as I am after the horror of my dreams

Thinking if I really had to leave u
Did I really have to make that sacrifice?
Stepping on my emotions
Choosing loneliness after all that happiness..

ThoTz

WrDz N aCTiOnz R d FaCTiOns

TaT MaKe oR BrK R daE....

N ThOTs R d ThInGs FawM wHeNcE DeY oL sPrInG..

To B D BesT v Cn PoSsIbLy B, To gRow,

N LeaRn iN EvE aDvERsITy,

N nT LoSe SuCCeSSTaT R'z To B ReQuIReD CnTrL f R ThoTs ExPLiCiTy.....

NeVa DoUbT D pOssIbiLiTiEs To B, N ObSTaCLes vL NeVa BCUM a ReALiTy

V cReATe R owN SuCCeSS u C....

Bt oNLy vD a PoSiTiVe MeNtALiTy....

Faw SuM1

DIS 1'z 4 sum1 spl in mah life.. mah RG a.k.a mah APPLESHOT.....

PPL SAY

LOVE IS NEVA EASY .....

i do agrEE wiD eM....

U hV 2 PrOvE uR LOVE bY FaCinG da PrObLeMz

"KaBhi AaSaN kaBhi MusHkL aJaB haI PyaR kI yE RaHeIn MaGaR jO pYaR kARTe HaI KaBhI bHaRtE nHi aaHeIn............... "

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LiFe

Whatever happened to whylin out and bein violent?
Whatever happened to catchin a good-ol' fashioned
passionate ass-whoopin and gettin your shoes coat and your hat tooken?
New Kids on the Block, sucked a lot of ...
Boy/girl groups make me sick
And I can't wait 'til I catch all you faggots in public
I'ma love it.. (hahaha)

DeStoYeD n LuV

I can't forget what I felt for you cos it just doesn't go away. No matter how hard I try it seems I just can't move away. I'm caught along those false lines of so-called love.

Where a heart remains battered and broken in half. It hurts alot that you just walk away, And I'm left trying to pick up the pieces and find my own way. It hurts alot cos you don't really care, When you said "I love you" - it was just a way to ensnare..
Please don't treat me this way. For your sake, I agree with you money can buy love,but as for me, not the kind that truly warms your heart and soul.Every time I was pushed away from you, I wasnt afraid. Because it was like playing on a swing. Id push away, only to be drawn back to you twice as fast.I knew you were in control of [How Far] you pushed me..

yEr mEmOrIEZ

They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading.


I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you

LovEBaLLaD

Since you've been gone... Every morning when I get out of bed, I look into the mirror
hoping to find my smile. But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's
nowhere to be found. I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck.
When I try to think just where it might be... I can't help but wonder... if
maybe you know where I left my smile, 'cause the last time I saw it, I was with
youu